When your whole life consists of depression and self hate..... All until I met him. He made it all better and locked away the fears but it all came crashing down when I found out the truth. When I found out what he did when I wasn't there and I couldn't deal with it anymore. He betrayed my trust and he wasn't going to get it back anytime soon. I still loved him but there was no other choice. We thought that would be the end of us until.........