Imperfections

Hi, I'm Scarlett, or you call me big nose (well i wouldn't really appreciate that) but thats what people call me in university. I'm a 23 year old who loves anything to do with photography YouTube and nature i guess. Zoe Sugg is my inspiration, I know, I know I'm 23 but she is just amazing! She is just such a great role model to the younger generation and let's just say I'm a little bit jelly of her but who isn't? When I was little I used to think everything was perfect, even myself. I used to think my nose was so cute, my eyes were so sparkly and my glasses go perfectly with them, my cheeks were so rosy but apparently the people in university think my nose is big,I have dull eyes, i have 4 eyes and my glasses are not designer so they are classed as weird,and last of all my cheeks aren't rosy they're chubby. I never used to let it get to me but once something is repeated over-over and over again it starts to become true in your mind. Well thats exactly what's happened. I mean, I don't hate myself but let's just say I'm 99.9% not as 'perfect' as Penelope Right (the popular girl). I mean I'm in UNIVERSITY not high school, like how immature can anyone get? I used to live in a small town in Britain but I had to move to a big city centre. People in my town were so lovely in primary and high and then I moved, went to university in this new big city centre and pow everyone is immature and horrible. How worse can anyone's life get huh?