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My indie trash romance XD
In which a confused, impulsive, gender-neutral Peyton moves from sweltering Dallas Texas to the chilly east coast city of Portland. There they meet Alexander, a rebellious teen hooked on Mary Janes, needles, and the classic cigarettes. And maybe experiment with being in love.
Maybe
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WARNING: DRUG REFERENCES, DEPRESSION/ SELFHARM TRIGGER WARNING. ITS KINDA DARK
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