Gray Rainbow (Soramafu)
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The day I met him, I never thought it would end like this.
Mafumafu's life was just like a moonless, dark night. Almost every day, his 'friends' teased him in the worst ways possible. Not able to run from this circle of physical and psychological violence, his mental health became more and more unstable. If he hadn't met this one person, he probably would have given up his life a long time ago. This one person was Soraru, a famous Utaite and for Mafumafu, he was like a glimpse of light in this dark nights.
He helped me in that hard time, but maybe... maybe it would have been better if I hadn't met him...
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