Gray Rainbow (Soramafu)
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  • Reads 5,499
  • Votes 321
  • Parts 23
  • Time 2h 22m
Ongoing, First published Aug 21, 2016
Mature
The day I met him, I never thought it would end like this.
  
  Mafumafu's life was just like a moonless, dark night. Almost every day, his 'friends' teased him in the worst ways possible. Not able to run from this circle of physical and psychological violence, his mental health became more and more unstable. If he hadn't met this one person, he probably would have given up his life a long time ago. This one person was Soraru, a famous Utaite and for Mafumafu, he was like a glimpse of light in this dark nights.
  
  He helped me in that hard time, but maybe... maybe it would have been better if I hadn't met him...
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I felt the urge to write this, since I am part of the utaite fandom since some months and I love writing about them. So yeah, here it is. I'm a slow-writer, and kind off an angsty person. I write fluff, angst, platonic, but I don't write smut nor lime. Contain boy x boy stuff. Curse words, death, triggering topics are there. I am not a native-english speaker, which means there could be references to my native language and grammatical mistakes. I'm sorry, okayyy ?-