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Insider [SLOW UPDATES]
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Last published Sat, Jul 2, 2022
"Amouriee, Darling." Diego tilted my head up to look at him. Tears sat at the brim waiting to fall. "What's wrong?"
My head moved from his grip and I looked down. "I'm not okay and you just don't get that." The tears finally fell and to my surprise, Diego wiped them away before they could pass my cheek bone.
"You don't know what I understand."
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Amouriee Singh struggles with depression, Anxiety and a whole lot of other shit that fucks with her day to day life. Feeling abandoned and unloved, she tries to keep her broken pieces together and make it through life.
Diego Wild is everything any guy wants to be and every girl wants to be with. Of course, if you got to know him, things would be different. Actually, let's be honest, it wouldn't. Even when his anger gets the best of him, there was just something about him that pulls you in.
When both broken individuals cross paths, their lives take a turn. For better? Maybe worse. Who knows, because they don't.
MATURE CONTENT 18+
SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/ACTIONS
RACISM
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