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Lost and Insecure

ordinharry-nicole

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Parts 10
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Reads 634
Votes 26
Parts 10
Time 42m

ordinharry-nicole

Music obsessed Delilah Schimdt seems like every other fangirl you know. Listens to 1D, the Fray, Coldplay, Austin Mahone, 5SOS. She's always so bubbly and happy. She's beautiful and untouchable. But, no one knows that behind her smile is really all the pain she masks every single day. No one sees her at two in the morning when she hates herself and the world. No one knows the pain she's in. 
She just wants to end it all. 

Warning: Story may be triggering at some points.All Rights Reserved

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