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Lost and Insecure

ordinharry-nicole

OKUNANLAR 634
Oylar 26
Bölümler 10
Süre 42m

OKUNANLAR 634
Oylar 26
Bölümler 10
Süre 42m

ordinharry-nicole

Music obsessed Delilah Schimdt seems like every other fangirl you know. Listens to 1D, the Fray, Coldplay, Austin Mahone, 5SOS. She's always so bubbly and happy. She's beautiful and untouchable. But, no one knows that behind her smile is really all the pain she masks every single day. No one sees her at two in the morning when she hates herself and the world. No one knows the pain she's in. 
She just wants to end it all. 

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