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Lost and Insecure

ordinharry-nicole

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Parts 10
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Reads 634
Votes 26
Parts 10
Time 42m

ordinharry-nicole

Music obsessed Delilah Schimdt seems like every other fangirl you know. Listens to 1D, the Fray, Coldplay, Austin Mahone, 5SOS. She's always so bubbly and happy. She's beautiful and untouchable. But, no one knows that behind her smile is really all the pain she masks every single day. No one sees her at two in the morning when she hates herself and the world. No one knows the pain she's in. 
She just wants to end it all. 

Warning: Story may be triggering at some points.All Rights Reserved

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This Love Is Ours(One Direction)

Danielle; that girl who practically hates her life since she knew how to speak, talk, and write. Overprotective parents could force a child to rebel, and that's what she put herself into. Due to carelessness, and no supervision, and the fact that she's been locked in her home for more than a decade, this caused her to feel bewildered with the outside environment, having no clue whatsoever to what might happen to her. Because of this, danger attacked her easily. Luckily escaping, she found the boy she never thought would be her first love. But love doesn't end that easily. They have to fight whatever pulls them apart whatever the cause might be. Throughout the way, they meet people, people who are either kind, and helpful, and people who they never thought would be a snake all along. Love is theirs...... but some people just don't understand that.