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There was a time when I was a lost and damaged soul looking for a way out. Now I'm mending but I'm not quite fixed yet. This is a collection of poetry and short stories that I wouldn't call poetic because I'm lame and have no talent that I wrote during my dark time and my current light. Each word that is said in this is a representation of my feelings and my heart it's my soul onto paper my life explained in short sentences and poems.
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