I MAKE BOYS CRY
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HOW I CAME TO OWN A CHEST OF BROKEN HEARTS I DIDN'T REALLY WANT
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''My heartbeat quickens, as his hand accidentally brushes mine.
He looks up, and our eyes meet.
My breath catches in my throat.
Right now, right here, he is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen.
He continues talking, pretending nothing has changed, but his eyes- his eyes never leave mine, and they, too, are talking to me.
While he calmly continues his anecdote, his eyes are asking a shy question, are wispering in awe and wonder at finding his own feelings mirrored in mine, laugh out in joy at our shared realisation, then suddenly stutter with a touch of fear, a flicker of nerves, but then speak loudly of his growing excitement - that puts the lie to the calm and even tone of his voice - as, never looking away, his warm hand carefully, deliberately, touches mine again.
And thus, it is confirmed.
I am in love.
And, miraculously, so is he.
Poor schmuck.''
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Some are normal, some are strange, some are IT-geeks, some punk, some mainstream.
Some are idiots and others highly intelligent.
Some look just as bad as I do, and some are drop-dead gorgeous.
But there is one thing, they all have in common.
They all cry, in the end.
Nixon is the 3rd book in the Broken Series. (Ryan is the 1st, Brynn is the 2nd)
Nixon leaves rehab early because he can't deal with being there anymore. His sister Kelis finds someone in need of a roommate so he moves in with the girl and gives her his middle name, Lucas. He quickly becomes addicted to the girl and once he gets one taste he's done for. He warns her about his past, about his name, but she ignores all the red flags, not realizing exactly how intertwined she is with the people from his past. He becomes enamored with her, feels like she was made for him while still battling the demons of his past and soon it all becomes too much for him to handle. He makes a heartbreaking decision, thinking it's what's best for both of them and everything changes.
Trigger/Content Warning: this book contains mature content, talks of suicide, mental and physical abuse, selfharm, drug use, and addiction
Cover designed by Anastasia Wright