How She Really Feels ™
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Last published Mon, Sep 5, 2016
| ☾| Ella - A short form of Eleanor and Ellen, meaning "light" or "beautiful fairy" in English.
That's me, Ella. And I bet that's exactly what everyone assumes I am. Light. A beautiful fairy. A girl who's fully confident and comfortable with herself, who doesn't care at all what others have to say about her.
But if you take a closer look, the things you'll really find include...
Depression.
Anxiety.
Ignorant parents.
Questioning sexuality.
Slowly losing the will to live...
So...want to hear my story...and how I really feel? Keep reading...
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