Your Love
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I saw you screaming when no one can hear
You feel ashamed that someone could be that important that without them you feel like nothing
No one will understand how much it hurts
You feel hopeless like nothing can save you
Then when it's over then it's gone
You almost wish you could have a ll the bad stuff back so that you can have the good...
You left me to crumble to pieces like my heart, I picked myself up and bandaged a bloody heart and a broken soul to fight for what was left of you
A constant reminder that nothing would be the same ever again....
I bled from the inside out into keeping that reminder with me for five lonely agonizing years until...
**KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK.........Ding Dong
Your Love IS My Life!!!
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