Rendezvous and suicides
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MatureOngoing7m
Last published Thu, Dec 1, 2016
"If I must endure the fire of a thousand suns then I will take comfort in knowing that others may find warmth in my demise." -Amy Gugsa
HEYO umm I've recently been going through a lot in my struggles with my mind. I'm starting to get worse BUT I wanna get better. I now have 4 suicide attempts on my half as of this week (nothing major just enough pills to get me to pass out so that I could suffocate.. it's painless that way. now I have really bad chest pain and my stomach is v upset)
I write songs and poetry about how I feel often it's a way for me to cope.
Tyler Joseph once said that if you can't seem to find your 'beginning of purpose' then make it about other people [because] that seems to work.
As you can tell a lot of my writing is influenced by tøp so I have also put them under those tags so that clique members will also benefit from these.
going off of this quote I decided to publish my poems for all the people that are going through depression, anxiety, Self-harm tendencies , bulimia , and so many other things.
If I go through all this I might as well hope that I cam help others feel noticed, loved, and understood. Although we may not know how you feel , You're not alone in your problems.
Stay alive frens |-/
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I lower my voice. "And you never contacted me again. You say you've been through tough times, then what about me? You think my life was pink and pretty?" "What are you gonna say? That I'm the bad guy?" I look at him dead in the eyes. "Exactly." I walk away from him until he grabs my wrist, stopping me. "Let me go!" I scream, trying to free myself from his grip. "Tell me why do you hate Jane so much?!" "You know nothing about me!" I scream, still fighting. "I know everything about you! Tell me what's wrong!" "I hate you!" "Oh, now you hate me? Even after-" "I hate that I love you!" I interrupt him. ~~~~~~~~~~ (y/n) and Aidan have been friends since forever but one day, Aidan receives awesome news about a role in a Nickelodeon show and he has to leave her behind to follow his dreams. They promised they'd find their ways back, whatever it takes and no matter how hard it gets, but (y/n)'s crush for him might be something to worry about. She's never told him how she feels and is now facing horrible news she never wanted to hear. Aidan has a girlfriend. Her determination has got her so far that she can't fall back now that he's right in front of her, with a role in a show she has to fulfill. (This fanfic was inspired by @paucard_ on TikTok!) Started: 25th August 2020 Finished: 22nd October 2021 DISCLAIMER: everything said in this fanfic is fictional and for entertainment purposes only. All the people involved in the Umbrella Academy show are real but in a fictional context so please no hate towards anyone involved. I do not own these said "characters" nor the show for that matter. (y/n): your name (y/l/n): your last name Aidan and (y/n) are 16 in this book Jane is a fictional character #1 on aidanrgallagher <3 ⚠️This book is under edition⚠
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