Rendezvous and suicides

"If I must endure the fire of a thousand suns then I will take comfort in knowing that others may find warmth in my demise." -Amy Gugsa

HEYO umm I've recently been going through a lot in my struggles with my mind. I'm starting to get worse BUT I wanna get better. I now have 4 suicide attempts on my half as of this week (nothing major just enough pills to get me to pass out so that I could suffocate.. it's painless that way. now I have really bad chest pain and my stomach is v upset)

I write songs and poetry about how I feel often it's a way for me to cope.

Tyler Joseph once said that if you can't seem to find your 'beginning of purpose' then make it about other people [because] that seems to work.

As you can tell a lot of my writing is influenced by tøp so I have also put them under those tags so that clique members will also benefit from these.

going off of this quote I decided to publish my poems for all the people that are going through depression, anxiety, Self-harm tendencies , bulimia , and so many other things.

If I go through all this I might as well hope that I cam help others feel noticed, loved, and understood. Although we may not know how you feel , You're not alone in your problems.

Stay alive frens |-/