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I don't Give It the Power To kill Me [ Leafycinical fanfiction]
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Ongoing, First published Aug 24, 2016
'I'm a roller-coaster that only goes up my friend'
'Niall I'm a grenade'
'I'm sorry calvin vail I love you just can't stop loving you you're just so perfect for me'


Every word that came out of they're mouths meant something beautiful was going to happen and it always did Niall comas[pyrocynical] was always such a Cocky bitch but he was nice and sensitive  calvin vail [leafyishere] had lung cancer he was smart and Intelligent. And the first time they saw each other they knew something  amazing was gonna happen some say it was love at first sight some say it was luck but they said  was just a start of a friendship and every friendship turns into a relationship. 



'Okay calvin vail?'

'Okay'

;; this is based off my favorite book the fault in our 
;;stars so hope you enjoy - kylie
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All Good Things {h.s.}

14 parts Ongoing

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