Hurt - Book 1
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Ongoing7m
Last published Thu, Aug 25, 2016
What do you do when all you've ever known is pain and hurt...? What do you do when someone you meet tries to make you smile...but you don't really know how it feels to be happy? Or how about when someone tell you they love you but you deny them because you don't know what its like to be loved or what love is...?
Meet Axel, the girl who doesn't know the feelings of happiness, love and respect. At the age of 8, her father left her mother for another woman, leaving them helpless and living in a 1 bedroom 1 bathroom apartment. At the age of 15, her mother got really sick, putting her in the hospital for 2 years before dying of heart attack. Axel now 18 and living alone, must try to survive in this cruel world somehow...
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