If he only knew
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Last published Thu, Mar 25, 2021
If he only knew what was going through my head in that moment of time, things would be a lot easier .
If he only knew the struggles I have been through to get here.
If he only knew how much his words hurt me.
If he only knew that I was not as strong
If she only knew that he was effected to.
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