There's a thin line between love and hate

love
noun
1.
an intense feeling of deep affection.
2.
nature's way of tricking people into reproducing
3.
Lust is the desire for their body; love is the desire for their soul.

so which one is it? love. l.o.v.e . is it just a word? a word that affects us in way that not just one definition could describe? is it just a synonym for intimacy? I truly want to know because for 16 years i have yet to experience the intense love that every other girl describes to me.

They say "Love is patient; love is kind and envies no one. Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude; never selfish, not quick to take offence. Love keeps no score of wrongs; does not gloat over another's sins, but delights in the truth. "

Well you know what, I call bullshit. bullshit on the princess finding her prince. bullshit on rosie and jack. bullshit on noah and allie. love only happens in movies. love only happens in books. thats why you're reading this, right? you want to experience a love you may never truly experience, so you're sitting in your room, your nose in a book hoping to escape your reality and enter someone elses. but you're not.

I'm sorry to inform you but this book isn't just another typical love story. it's the book you can't go to sleep without finishing, the book that ending drives you absolutely insane to the point you just throw it at the wall, this book will have you on a rollercoaster of emotions because this book is my life. the typical life of a teenage girl. nothing too special, but I warn you that if you want that happy ending, don't read this.

This book won't be finish, there will be no ending. This book will be a cliffhanger, and hopefully you'll enjoy every moment of this. I know I did when I first read it, this is my life and even though I could edit, delete, and add on to this right now; I couldn't when it happened, I wish. But I can't. Because love, love is bullshit.