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Freedom from Within

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Parts 12
Time 1h 21m

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dark death depression fiction gxg lgbt love novelette pain random revenge romance shortstory

This is my first attempt at writing a longer story.
      Here are few things about this novelette:
      - A novelette stands between a short story and a novella (7, 500- 17,500 words). 
      - This story is not edited, so expect mistakes.
      - The story has explicit and mature contents. 
      - As part of my "trademark," the story deals with love and loss. Expect drama!
      - The story is written in a nonlinear way. 
      - I almost forgot; this is a lesbian story. If in any way you find it disgusting, you're free to bounce, yo! (In Jesse Pinkman's voice)
      - This is fiction.  Question me and I will put you in here just to kill you, Game of Thrones style. Lol
      - © ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. Let's just support each other. 
      
      Peace out!
      
      
      How does one make music using broken strings? Discover the powers and dangers of love in this mixture of clichés, realities, and fiction about love, loss, pain, depression, and survival.
      
      I have lived in a dark cage.
      I have torn every page.
      I have not known light;
      I think I lost my flight.
      Please come and rescue me;
      Whoever hears me!
      Help liberate this heart
      And show me love they call art.All Rights Reserved

dark death depression fiction gxg lgbt love novelette pain random revenge romance shortstory

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Black Heart (GirlxGirl, lesbian) by SanEmLexRiss14

Have you ever felt so broken that you couldn't pull yourself out of bed and continue to live your life like you used to. A simple task such as tying your shoes already seems like a huge burden on your account. Struggling with yourself because everything around you doesn't matter anymore. That's mainly because she broke my heart. Who knew love could turn a person around. Who knew love would hurt this bad. Who knew love can make you feel numb. A simple word yet it has an enormous impact in everyone's life. Everything happens for a reason, and I'm not blaming it all on her, though there are things you just wish you could take back and redo because of the feeling it gave you. And because of those traumatic event, I turned into a complete opposite of me. Well, that's until I met...her. You'd think that I've learned my lesson but she's different. I'm that cold-hearted until she drop down here on earth and save my miserable, sorry ass. A girl who doesn't know how to give up. A girl who's filled with happiness in a way that if you stare at her, there's this feeling you can't explain and it just lightens your mood. A girl who's friends with everyone because of her pure and innocent soul. A girl that can certainly light up a god d*mn world with her personality. ... And a girl who made me feel again. A girl who made me fall in love again. A girl who made me forget all the things that I've been through because she made my present more than just worth living, and my future to be worth looking forward to. And she made me fall in love with her harder than anyone did. Harder than anybody could. And I wouldn't mind to fall over and over again if at the end of the line, she's there to catch me.

One of them has to die ✔️ by Noahtheonlygenius

*Completed* T.W. This short story is based around the loss of a friend, and coping with that loss with therapy. ~~~ I placed the letter back down onto the small coffee table, wiping away the tears that rested in the corner of my eyes. "How do you feel, Samuel?" the doctor asked, hovering her pen over a piece of paper. "I feel the same way I did the last time you made me read that letter" I responded back, a slight bitterness in my voice. "And how did you feel?" "Lost. Lonely. Hurt. Betrayed." I listed, watching as she wrote it all down, listening as the pen scratched against the paper roughly. "Anything else?" She pressed on, staring down on me like an ant. "I lost my best friend. How do you think I fucking feel?" The tone of my voice made her flinch slightly, but she quickly regained her professionalism. "Samuel, I need you to calm down. Shouting at me isn't going to do you any good". She pushed her glasses further up her face as she scribbled more onto the page. "Shouting?" I scoffed, "I wasn't shouting, and I have the right to be angry at someone who's forcing me to re-read my dead best friends suicide note everytime I'm forced to see them". ~~~ [started 26/03/2021]

The accomplishment of light by JaneDoeDo

#######READERS BEWARE!####### THIS BOOK CONTAINS *Graphic sexual scenes *Death *Gore *possible Abuse *Triggering behaviour and bad language. ############################### What do you do when you lose the love of your life? How do you act? How can you continue on? But what if when she died she took your humanity with her? What if you have the ability to blow up the earth and still continue to live on? Life's a funny thing, the smallest of moments changed my world, taking it and turning it up side down, throwing me against a wall and shitting on my face. That's how it felt the moment she took her last breath in my arms. My world losing all light, taking all the humanity I had within me. Now I had one mission and one mission alone. I was going to give all my power to the witches and use my weaknesses to kill myself. What will happen to the world now that she's gone? How will he cope of continue on? How can he ever get over it? Will it really cost the earth and everyone on it to ease his pain and struggle. Find out in @the accomplishment of light today for free! My Characters live in a made up world in my head where they either kill or be killed. Life is not easy for them, nor will it ever will be. Iv added an extra twist to this story, taking us down an entirely new route from the normal werewolf story, please give it a chance and if you hate it I'm sorry you do, just know it's just a tiny part of the story and it adds another dimension to my work. Again thanks you for all the support and love. I love to hear from you all, and I can't wait to hear what you think of what happens next.

Butterflies(femxstud) by prettygirl_744

For the hopeless romantics like myself🤭(start might be a little slow but trust me it's worth it) Scared to feel, scared to love, scared to live. She lost everyone she loved and all drive to have the life she wanted. She's done things that would haunt any person for the rest of there life then she meets her... She's nice, sweet and caring. Her future is clear she knows exactly what she wants until She falls for her. Can she handle all her baggage and heal a heart that she didn't break? When given a chance at love will they take it or leave it... • • • • Story will contain : Lesbians Love Drama Heartbreak Mature content Gang stuff/violence(just a little)

Eternally hers by m1nd15p0w3r

Ok in all reality I suck at descriptions. This is my first story please give it a chance but speak your mind also. Please note tags and thank you for giving my story a try. Completely original.

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...We were so caught up in the shared moment of care free joy to notice the midnight grey Toyota pickup truck speeding directly towards us. Meters before impact dad finally caught on to what was about to happen, despite it being day the approaching vehicle's headlights blinded us as our cars breaks slammed on, the sound of the tires melting away as the rubber tires scraped against the pavement filled the air and the scent of burning rubber overwhelmed my nostrils, despite our efforts the brakes didn't slow us down, we were to late. There was nothing we could do as we collided head on..." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Attempt two at writing a book lmao, summaries without spoilers are not my strong point but here you go: After a tragic child hood accident Astra is left utterly alone, forcing her to make a massive move across the states to live in Tennessee with her grandmother. A few years pass and Astra finds it difficult to deal with the trauma she experienced as a young child, but surrounded by friends and throwing herself into education she starts to heal, until she meets Jason. In the beginning Jason was a kind, caring guy who seemed genuinely interested in getting to know Astra, but not everyone is who they seem to be. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TW LIST!!!! (there's alot) swearing PTSD/past trauma Character death Violence/ injury detailing Stalking Kidnapping Depression, anxiety Panic attacks Alcohol and drug usage Over thinking Self harm/sabotage Survivors guilt Potential homophobia HEAVY Eating disorders If there's anything you think needs to be posted as a TW then let me know, also please don't read if there is anything that triggers you. Some of these topics are personal, don't be afraid to reach out if you need to talk or ask anything :) Also this is my first solo writing project so any feedback positive/negative is appreciated, writing tips for anything too, hope you enjoy. - jammy :) 24/09/24 - ?

Falling in Reverse (GxG, Lesbian) by FallinginReverze

"You're leaving now because you can't kill me! You don't have the guts because you're in love with me" I said in anger as I try to sit up. My whole body is so weak right now. She stopped from walking away to face me. There's no denying now that she and Violet are the same person. "Don't be so full of yourself Lieutenant. I'm leaving not because I can't kill you, I'm leaving because I definitely can" she said coldly before pulling the trigger of her gold pistol. I gasped in so much pain as my body fell down the floor. The person that I trust and fell in love with is the same person that I want dead. I gazed up to the ceiling as my tears started to fall before everything went blank. Sky Montreal did everything she could to be the youngest captain of the SWAT elite team in replacement of her brother Michael, that was murdered by Lady Mystique. She will do everything to kill her to avenge Michael. Lady Mystique trained so hard to be the best assassin and the future leader of the Triad. She will do everything to kill the person that murdered her beloved mother. What will happen if Sky finds out that the person that she fell in love with is Lady Mystique? What will happen if Lady Mystique falls in love with the person that she's supposed to kill? How far can they go to avenge their loved ones? Will they fall for the fate that they planned? or they will end up Falling in Reverse? Copyright © 2020-2022. All rights reserved.

Cruel Desire by wrqtrxss

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In The Blink Of An Eye by Ljucaaiida32

MC has always had your normal typical life which many times she wishes she could change. However, with one text message her life would change in ways she could never imagine. Her once typical boring life would turn into the worst possible nightmare. So many times she wishes that she could have a more exciting, adventurous, and fun life but she wasn't prepared what often came with that lifestyle; pain, sadness, betrayal and heartbreak. This story is inspired by an Android Game called Duskwood which in an mystery thriller crime game where the players must find a missing girl. All credit for the game goes to Everbyte. I am just responsible for the fanfiction and some of the made up characters in the story. This story has very sexual and explicit parts so please be advised. It is for mature audience and not recommended for anybody under the age of 18. The story consists of 18 chapters which each one has multiple parts. Each new chapter will be marked by a description and an image that represents that chapter. The following are the completed chapters so far and the names of the chapters; 1. A New Life 2. The Road Ahead 3. Behind Closed Doors 4. The Untamed Flame 5. Darkness Of The Night 6. Unexpected Call 7. Beneath The Mask 8. Healing A Broken Heart 9. Undeniable Desire 10. Broken Part Of Me 11. Vengeance 12. Hanging By A Thread 13. With Broken Wings 14. Chasing Dragonflies 15. Mr & Mrs 16. Stuck In A Rainstorm 17. After December 18. Dark Before Dawn There is now a part two to "In The Blink Of An Eye". It is called "The Pain In His Eyes" and there are 10 chapters available to read for now. I am working on the second part every single day and will be updating new chapters as I finish them.

The Way Love Changes You; Book One: Love's Firsts by redisle_love

Love can feel empowering. Love can be deadly. It can be the greatest thing to ever happen. It can be the biggest mistake that can't be reversed. It can feel like a dream come true. It can feel like a nightmare that you can't wake up from. Love changes people in many ways, from mild to severe, whether it's beneficial or detrimental in anybody's life, no matter if you're lesbian, gay, straight, bisexual, pansexual, or a person who just loves people without a label. How does love change you? ******* It's like your basic high school love story, except it's with adults in their early-mid 20s, and they're either still in college or have graduated from college and have jobs. It's a modern slice of life narrative novel about lesbians trying to find true love or wanting to get back into the love game. Five of these lovely characters share their own little tales of how love changes them first go, or their first time in forever! Their perspectives on love as it takes effect either get sensual, dramatic, or to the extent of a slow burn, as they also deal with life's obstacles along the way and share a part in each other's stories. There are ups and downs as their own stories go along, and it all gets more suspenseful towards the end where problems unfortunately arise. Will things get better or worse from here for these lovestruck lesbians as the story goes on? [Content/Trigger Warnings- the main warnings are scenes of sexual activity, and suicidal talk/attempt, along with mentions of said attempt. Everything else is listed inside the book! Please read the list before reading the book!] [Word count: +140,000 words...I write a lot, but enjoy anyway!]

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Black Heart (GirlxGirl, lesbian) cover

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The accomplishment of light cover

Butterflies(femxstud) cover

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Black Heart (GirlxGirl, lesbian)

Have you ever felt so broken that you couldn't pull yourself out of bed and continue to live your life like you used to. A simple task such as tying your shoes already seems like a huge burden on your account. Struggling with yourself because everything around you doesn't matter anymore. That's mainly because she broke my heart. Who knew love could turn a person around. Who knew love would hurt this bad. Who knew love can make you feel numb. A simple word yet it has an enormous impact in everyone's life. Everything happens for a reason, and I'm not blaming it all on her, though there are things you just wish you could take back and redo because of the feeling it gave you. And because of those traumatic event, I turned into a complete opposite of me. Well, that's until I met...her. You'd think that I've learned my lesson but she's different. I'm that cold-hearted until she drop down here on earth and save my miserable, sorry ass. A girl who doesn't know how to give up. A girl who's filled with happiness in a way that if you stare at her, there's this feeling you can't explain and it just lightens your mood. A girl who's friends with everyone because of her pure and innocent soul. A girl that can certainly light up a god d*mn world with her personality. ... And a girl who made me feel again. A girl who made me fall in love again. A girl who made me forget all the things that I've been through because she made my present more than just worth living, and my future to be worth looking forward to. And she made me fall in love with her harder than anyone did. Harder than anybody could. And I wouldn't mind to fall over and over again if at the end of the line, she's there to catch me.