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excuse me, who? //phan [COMPLETED] (book #1)

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Reads 8,318
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Parts 131
Time 1h 18m

joshijoshiboopboop

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anxiety danhowell drunk friendship homosexual love pastel phandom phillester phần punk selfharm texting

"Text me later" I say and give him a pice of paper with my number on.

"Sure, see ya" he said and winked.

But little did I know that later on he dropped the paper and an unknown person picked it up. 

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Dan Howell, a seventeen year old punk boy with a drinking problem, unknowingly starts talking to Phil Lester, a pastel boy with anxiety who likes to drag blades over his skin.

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warning: this story contains depression anxiety etc.

started August 25th, 2016.All Rights Reserved

anxiety danhowell drunk friendship homosexual love pastel phandom phillester phần punk selfharm texting

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Emotionless by EllaSattely

When Dan Howell loses his dad and brother in a car crash he is forced to move to a new town as his mom can no longer afford their house on her own. Dan's friends stop reaching out to him after he's moved, even his best friend of 12 years that he is still madly in love with, so Dan decided at his new school he has only one rule; DO NOT MAKE ANY FRIENDS. This one rule turned out to be specifically hard to follow once Dan meets a bright eyed boy named Phil Lester who is paired with him for a project and for some reason wont leave him alone. (Highschool Phan!)

Do You Trust Me? // Phan Pastel And Punk AU by apotatothatshipsphan

Daniel Howell is not a normal teenager. He wears pastel and flower crowns. He is openly gay and has a very loving family. But he is bullied everyday, and is depressed. No one but him now about why goes on in his mind. Philip Lester is not a normal teenager. Has many tattoos and piercings. Who has a rough home life sense he's been little, but it got worse once he came out to his family as bisexual. He struggles with the voices in his head. Just a story about two boys who trust eachother and fall in love. With up's and down's along the road. There is some smut. *TRIGGER WARNINGS* Depression, Anxiety, Self harm, Abuse, Homophobic slurs, Eating disorder, And bullying. If you are triggered by any of the things above, do not read. Many chapters contains one or more of the warnings listed above. •I'm american so I use american terms• Completed on 11-21-18

On The Run [phan] by fxckphan

He darkened his hair with the gloves that came with the kit. Running his destructive fingers over his head. How could he be so reckless? Shaking his head as if for a split second he thought that would rid the terrifying thoughts that swam through it. Maybe the dye will kill his thoughts? If only it were that easy. Defeated Phil Lester runs from his past life hoping to find a peaceful new beginning. He is greeted by a quaint coffee shop nestled in the middle of a quiet town constantly plagued by rain. Soon he sets his eye on Dan Howell a young boy with an appetite for poetry and a hand for art. The fire in his eyes is unmistakable and Phil just hopes his blue sea will not drown the flames.

Back to Us ( pastelxpunk d+p ) by zmaurr

***** previously known as Hm? ( pastel!dan + punk!phil ***** Daniel James Howell is a normal boy. Besides the fact he loves to wear the brightest colours imaginable. Philip Michael Lester is a not so normal boy. He wears dark colours and has many piercings and tattoos even at his young age. The two boys didn't even know each other existed even though they'd been going to the same school. Warning: Swearing. Homophobia.

The Super Amazing Saturn Project (phan fiction) (complete) by phanwhitets

so basically if you've stumbled across this story i must warn you of suicide, self-harm, abuse, alcohol, language, and sex ;) so Phil gets assigned a new project for his astronomy class and instantly likes dan. Although his constant insecurities and troubled memories always cause him to believe that dan could never love him. Dan, though, has fallen for this sad boy and also believes that Phil couldn't like him back. then sad things happen, happy things happen, blah blah blah read it to find out if your reading it, i declare you awesome

Danny's Girl (Phan) by SmolSalmon

I've read a bunch of phan, so why not write one? Dan Howell's life couldn't be any better at the moment. He has met the most beautiful, charming, kind girl he could ever imagine, and she loves him back. Everything is perfect... but not for Phil. Phil Lester has always been in love with Dan since the first moment he first met him, but now Phil's heart is crushed. He has some suspicions of Dan's girlfriend, but Dan just brushes it off, ignoring Phil completely. Unfortunately, Phil's bad feelings may be true... Sexual content, self harm, language, and domestic abuse warning. Also, I'm American, so if I get anything wrong, please tell me. ••• Update: This is very old (not really that old) writing! It's cringy as hell, and I apologize in advance. I have fixed a few errors, so if it seems slightly different than it was before, that's why.

Depression//Phan by bluetroyee

(tw: s*lf-h*rm, mentions of s*lf-h*rm, d*pr*ss*d scenes. May be triggering for some. Read at your own limit, please!) Phil Lester, a boy who's falling into depression slowly. And soon, his depression may end up falling to deep. He gets hateful and rude comments on his videos that he posts to YouTube. He even gets hate on Twitter, Facebook, and Tumblr. What did he ever do to them? What did he do to deserve any of this?? His flatmate Dan doesn't know about Phil's depression, however. All he knows (thinks, rather) is that his best friend is staying strong through all of the hateful things he gets from people. But in reality, that's not what Phil is doing at all. He's not staying strong through the hate. He's just faking the smile for Dan so he wouldn't get so worried about him. Sure, Dan might be able to crack some real smiles out of him once in a while, but not every time. He also wears long sleeves and thick bracelets to hide the scars of his pain. He acts like his normal quirky, adorable, funny, weird self when making YouTube videos, when around his friends and family, when having a meet-up with fans (or just being around them in general), when out in public, etc. Phil hadn't told anyone at all about his depression. And he probably wouldn't anytime soon, either. His fans didn't know, his friends didn't know, his family didn't know, Dan didn't know... nobody knew. But one day, would people push him over his limit? Would Dan be able to save him in time? © 2016 by bluetroyee. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.

burning bibles ; phan [COMPLETED] by godlyang33l

♡ phil lester loves curly headed boys with tattoos on their arms and a joint made with torn bible pages between their soft lips. and dan howell was exactly that ♡ •─────────•°•♡•°•─────────• ╭──────༺♡༻──────╮ phan american high school au ╰──────༺♡༻──────╯ [this is on ao3 as well under username cherryheartz] ╒═══════✰° content warnings °✰═══════╛ sex, underage drinking and drug use, violence/bullying, vulgar language/gay slurs, homophobia, depression, suicide/self harm, abuse ⋆｡°✩ songs are recommended to listen to during each chapter ⋆｡°✩

Outcast ✧ Phan by cuddlephan

Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltzing in, destroying his entire view on nearly everything in the worst (and best) ways possible. Phil's like a drug, and boy, is Dan addicted. Warning: contains self harm, depression, boyxboy, references towards abuse, and other possible triggers or content you may not be comfortable with. you can message me in private for the specifics if you feel you need it and remember to stay safe. (Top: #89 in Fanfiction, #1 in Phan!)

Damged [UNDER EDITING] by Goner666

WARNING: This story is VERY triggering, read at own risk. It contains Self harm, depression, bullying, abuse and hardcore swearing mentions of suicide and more. please don't read if it makes you sad - Dan Howell is a 'bad boy' at high school. Known for picking fights and being the boy who gets what he wants. (If you know what I mean)... Phil is the colourful new boy who has no idea what he's doing. Making his an easy target for the jocks. Punches will be thrown. But at who and from who? But this universe is a bit different. When Dan gets what he wants, he doesn't mean girls. He means boys. This is accepted and very normal. Read to find out more....

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Emotionless

When Dan Howell loses his dad and brother in a car crash he is forced to move to a new town as his mom can no longer afford their house on her own. Dan's friends stop reaching out to him after he's moved, even his best friend of 12 years that he is still madly in love with, so Dan decided at his new school he has only one rule; DO NOT MAKE ANY FRIENDS. This one rule turned out to be specifically hard to follow once Dan meets a bright eyed boy named Phil Lester who is paired with him for a project and for some reason wont leave him alone. (Highschool Phan!)