the beginning or the end
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Last published Fri, Aug 26, 2016
hi I'm Valerie and this is my life. I go through hell each day with my pack and through hell in school I have a birth mark on my wrist and it's a m of sorts and every one says it means I'm mateless... the only person who loves me is my best friend Nirvana and my brother Hayden who is 3 years older than me. I'm beaten and he can't help . I wan to leave but I'm not aloud to other wise I'll be killed....
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