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My Demons

thatwasawkward198

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Reads 3,145
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Parts 10
Time 2h 33m

thatwasawkward198

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Alexander Aimsbridge. A stereotypical 'emo' teenager living with his abusive mom and her boyfriend after his dad walked out. Saddled with guilt over an accident that occurred years ago, he blames himself and has reoccurring nightmares. Beaten up at home, and insulted and kicked down at school, he takes his hurt out on himself with drugs and self harm. He can't help but feel trapped- will he find an escape? .

He thinks he's all alone, but is he?

What about Willow, the 'punk' girl with blue in her hair seems to have become his friend? And what happens when he is reunited with long lost friends?
With the help of his curious group of misfits (his friends), will be stand up to his demons and turn his broken dreams into reality?

The million dollar question: Can anyone escape their past?- Or will it just keep on coming back to haunt them?

Oh, and, with just a touch of romance, of course.All Rights Reserved

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