Nadyia is a tough girl that knows how to defende and fight. She's not scared of many things, but there are somethings and people she fears. Memories hurt her. Her body id hurting her. Her hobbies hurt her, but that's in a totally different way. Some people hurt her. Old friends and exboyfriends. A disease is making her weak and powerless. Her fighting is useless, cause this is a fight she knows she's losing. How can she win if her father didn't? Her mum is a busy woman that needs to get enough money for herself, her daughter, bills and her dead husbands depts, so she's rarely home. Since Nadyia is sick now, she can't take care of her 16 year old self like she normally would do, so now she goes to live with her cousin, Eleanor Calder and that is how she finds somethings that for once doesn't hurt. As she gets numb and sicker, people start to grow on her and more people start to care... What is really going on in this small girl?