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Powerless

Прочтений 68
Голосов 4
Частей 7
Время 17m

Прочтений 68
Голосов 4
Частей 7
Время 17m

Another bland night. I don't get it. How are they so happy? I shake my head and exhale deeply, my warm breath meeting the chilly air and swirling through it like smoke. I take my aim, and line up the shot.  


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