I'm just going to let it go... no more trying to act like I'm fine
because I'm not, to hell with my lies and the people... The ones saying it will get better in time, I will feel whole again in time, In time you will see a change, In time in time, in time, screw time because time consist of waiting. Why do I have to wait when I can just get... Get what I need what makes me feel good what makes me feel whole. So that's what I'm going to do. I'm going to get what I need.
When Jane Madarang's neighbor Natalie kills herself and leaves behind cryptic instructions, it's up to Jane and her classmates to unearth deadly secrets.
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Natalie Driscoll is dead.
She threw herself out a window and left her neighbor Jane to unravel their town's darkest secrets. Following Natalie's instructions leads Jane to three other high school students who all have something to hide. The four of them must carry out Natalie's final errand while solving the mysteries written in her diary. But the secrets they unearth may be far more dangerous than what they ever imagined.
Content and/or trigger warning: This story contains scenes of suicide, violence and murder that may be triggering for some readers.
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