*COMPLETE* Ryan always stared at Brendon the way a guy would stare at his high school crush. In fact, the only time his eyes weren't on him was when he was onstage. That's when he felt closest to Brendon. Brendon couldn't look at Ryan for one second without feeling like his heart was going to burst. He always knew deep down that Ryan was the one--his one true love... he just didn't know how to tell him.