Don't Say I Loved You

"Am, come on. Just one more chance? Last time was a mistake but I know you still have feelings for me. I mean, for God's sake, you lov-" I cut him off. His plush lips pulled down into a frown. Looking at him now, I realized, he was perfect.. but not perfect for me.

"Don't you dare Diamanti! Don't say I loved you, because I didn't.
I breathed and bled you back then Marc, you could have asked me for my world, your world, the world and I would have given it to you... But that didn't matter to you, did it?

I was a little too scrawny, and a bit too ugly, and way too introverted for you to give a damn. So you used me and fucked with my psyche until you got bored and spilled the beans.

I was so fucking enamored with you I never saw it coming.

You did, however, and you loved every bloody second of my agony.
So, dont say I loved you, it was more like needed, now you can either buy a muffin or go fuck yourself."