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colors disorders fiction mental synesthesia teen

❝The color of peony pink  
courses through these fragile hands. 
Now can you tell me my dear, 
have we reached the golden land?❞

In which two teen best friends are unstable messes, but do their best to try and get through it together.

That is, if they stay alive long enough. 

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Mental illnesses shouldn't be romanticized. They aren't fun. This shows that even when you have someone, you're problems aren't magically fixed. Just like in real life.

 
**There are mentions of physical abuse, depression, self harm, and suicide. Please stay safe.All Rights Reserved

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