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Louder Than The Crack In The Bell (Hamilton)

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Reads 447
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Parts 4
Time 46m

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When John would look at Alex, he always had to make a huge effort to hold back tears from escaping his eyes, and whimpers escaping his mouth, because he didn't see Alex any more. He saw a victim. The remains of a once lively and fiery, short tempered man were gone.All Rights Reserved

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Impenetrable Heart | Lams College AU cover

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The 10 Duel Commitments

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