I write really good sad stories so prepare.This story maybe triggering to people of faint heart I will talk about death depression blood gore love cheating anxiety and many other topics So if you wanna continue I want to let you know that the stuff,unless I say, will be about me right now or my past and in no way you should take this in a calling out for help you could say. I know I have mental problems and I know I need help and I'm getting that help from people around me. So smile and be happy For me