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I Am NOT Gay •Phan•

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***MAY BE MATURE CONTENT FOR CERTAIN PEOPLE; CONTAINS A SMALL AMOUNT OF SMUT. (WARNING ITS THE FIRST TIME IVE WRITTEN SMUT)***

Dan isn't gay, or at least that's what he tells his-self. He can't be gay, it brings along too much hate that would pile onto his mental stability and Dan can't take that. I mean after all Phil is just his best friend, so why even question it? Why complicate things or make it worse?
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"Is Phil gonna be alright?"

"We don't know Mr.Howell."

"No you don't understand, he has to be alright. I don't know what I'd do without him!"

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Disclaimer:
I do not own Dan or Phil. Any special appearances from non-original characters I do not own either. I am simply writing this story for fun and hope you all can understand that. I hope you enjoy! c:All Rights Reserved

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[Completed] [Phan High School AU] Dan is the 'lonely emo' of the school, who sits back and listens to his music instead of making friends. Phil is the popular, always happy kid who has a lot of friends. Dan thinks that he couldn't possibly be any more different from Phil than he already is, but turns out they have more in common than either of them think. #1 in phanfics - feb. 2019 #2 in phanfiction - feb. & march 2019 #1 in phân - may 2019 #1 in phanfiction - june 2019 #1 in phillester - june 2019 #1 in danhowell- july 2019

Not Without You by PhiaForTheWorld

(This is bad. im trying to edit this story but I have little time or patience. apologies to anyone reading this in 2019) n this story of terrible chapter titles and stupid moments that make people sick, we discover the life behind the videos as Dan and Phil face their toughest challenge yet.... Demon Phannies... lol jk this actually just a stupid story about a police officer that takes her love for Dan Howell just a tad bit too far... or maybe it's not her fault... (Cover by sparkly_peaches)

You Look Happier by Behind-The-Curtain

(NOTE: Yes, I know the timeline and facts are going to be a little bit off, it's a story, not an autobiography - don't come at me lol - just enjoy! Thank you for reading.) Dan and Phil were just two nerdy guys who became friends online, and began making YouTube videos for their own hobby and joy. Little did they know just how big it would become over the many years. In these years, they had poured in so much hard work, and dedication, only to face the toxicity of the internet amongst fans. Yet, they navigated their way through everything, pushing through and battling their own mental health in the process. But happens when Dan isn't content just being friends.. how could he possibly navigate that? "This was the most fun I've ever had."

True Love Always Finds Its Way // Phan by sofiaa720

What do you do when you've been in love with your best friend for years, but you're too afraid to confess? Dan Howell has been torturing himself internally, but when he finally gets the courage to tell Phil Lester about his undying love, he gets the shock of his life. Find out if Dan ever gets through this seemingly dreadful nightmare, and if true love truly is real. *Please vote and comment! This is my first story and it would mean the world!*

My New Beginning (an AmazingPhil x Reader) by currentlycringing

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Moving ~ PHAN by krysiice

When Dan start school in a new place, he and Phil become friends fast. But what happens when things become to much? What happens when the only relief seems to be in harming? What happens when they start catching feelings for one another? But what happens when what Dan's been forced to do his whole life, emerges again, threatening to possibly separate them forever, especially when they need the other the most? *Contains: -fluff, smut -descriptive issues such as: self harm, abuse, suicidal thoughts PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED BY THESE THINGS stay safe *hugs*

But he's my best friend? -Phan by Phangirlingx

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