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I Am NOT Gay •Phan•

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***MAY BE MATURE CONTENT FOR CERTAIN PEOPLE; CONTAINS A SMALL AMOUNT OF SMUT. (WARNING ITS THE FIRST TIME IVE WRITTEN SMUT)***

Dan isn't gay, or at least that's what he tells his-self. He can't be gay, it brings along too much hate that would pile onto his mental stability and Dan can't take that. I mean after all Phil is just his best friend, so why even question it? Why complicate things or make it worse?
________

"Is Phil gonna be alright?"

"We don't know Mr.Howell."

"No you don't understand, he has to be alright. I don't know what I'd do without him!"

*****
Disclaimer:
I do not own Dan or Phil. Any special appearances from non-original characters I do not own either. I am simply writing this story for fun and hope you all can understand that. I hope you enjoy! c:All Rights Reserved

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