JAPTRAT (for now)
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"Is that what you want? Is that what they want? That I leave everything I've stood for, everything I've worked so hard for, just to go back with my tail between my legs and my head down like nothing ever happened?"
"No, not at all. You know I'd never want that. I just want you to come back to me. To come back home."
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"We were kids in our play pretend
Loyal to each other till the end
Now we're soliders who had to grow up too soon
Caught right in the middle of the typhoon."
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About friendships and fresh starts. Love and betrayal. The pain of letting go, and the promise of holding on. To be forgotten and lost, but to also be remembered and found.
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