YOU.

YOU.

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Ongoing7m

Last published Sun, Nov 13, 2016

I talk to God about you. Every night actually . I tell him how i miss you and how i wish you nothing but the best. That he watches over you and keeps you safe. Cause i'm not there anymore to protect you . To tell you everything's gonna be okay. Or to wipe your tears away and smile at you while i try and express how beautiful you look . With your glazed eyes and tear stained cheeks. But sadly i'm stardet to forget things. Simply things. It started with the small stuff that only we knew about each other and now it's the big stuff. Like what you look like when you can't stop laughing. Or how you used to smile at me when id show up at your front door, or when i'd visit you at school by surprise. I'm starting to forget your scent. Or how you touch felt . When you hug me or when you'd hold my hand. I'm starting to forget how it felt when you'd run your fingers through my hair while I vulnerably laid on your lap with my eyes shut. Im started what you sound like . How you'd say my name. Or how you didn't make sense when you'd start to get sleeply or tired. Im started to forget how your eyes would light up when you talk about something you were passionate about. My memories of you are begging to fade. Each day that passes you start to fade a little bit more. And im terrified . Im afraid that some day I'll wake up. And i wont remember you at all. I remember what you look like . I wont remember how you felt. How you acted. How we used to be. Today, last year was the last time you'd be mine. I don't where i was headed with this. I guess i just need to talk to you. To vent. To put it out here. I have so much to say and no idea how to say it. I JUST MISS YOU MORE THAN YESTERDAY AND LESS THAN TOMORROW . ; comehere again. I'll wait for you

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