YOU.
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I talk to God about you. Every night actually . I tell him how i miss you and how i wish you nothing but the best. That he watches over you and keeps you safe. Cause i'm not there anymore to protect you . To tell you everything's gonna be okay. Or to wipe your tears away and smile at you while i try and express how beautiful you look . With your glazed eyes and tear stained cheeks. But sadly i'm stardet to forget things. Simply things. It started with the small stuff that only we knew about each other and now it's the big stuff. Like what you look like when you can't stop laughing. Or how you used to smile at me when id show up at your front door, or when i'd visit you at school by surprise. I'm starting to forget your scent. Or how you touch felt . When you hug me or when you'd hold my hand. I'm starting to forget how it felt when you'd run your fingers through my hair while I vulnerably laid on your lap with my eyes shut. Im started what you sound like . How you'd say my name. Or how you didn't make sense when you'd start to get sleeply or tired. Im started to forget how your eyes would light up when you talk about something you were passionate about. My memories of you are begging to fade. Each day that passes you start to fade a little bit more. And im terrified . Im afraid that some day I'll wake up. And i wont remember you at all. I remember what you look like . I wont remember how you felt. How you acted. How we used to be. Today, last year was the last time you'd be mine. I don't where i was headed with this. I guess i just need to talk to you. To vent. To put it out here. I have so much to say and no idea how to say it. I JUST MISS YOU MORE THAN YESTERDAY AND LESS THAN TOMORROW . ; comehere again. I'll wait for you
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This is a bio about me and what I went through as a child. You see I was abused not just by both parents but my whole family. I know you guys probably heard about all of this before but I want to write this. It will help me forget about my past and let me move on. I was suicidal and I wanted to give up but I didn't. So this is a story of what happened before Ways To Stop Bullying and after it. Journey with me when you see the hell I went through and how I made it out to be the person I am today. To be honest this is something that scares me more than anything in the world by writing this. But I want to and need to. To be warned it will get ugly and it might not look that bad to most people who probably had it worse than me. But this isn't why I'm writing this to get sympathy I'm writing this so I can finally move on and say. I done this I lived through it. I doubt anyone would read this and if they do I doubt many will but I don't care I'm writing this for me and if it helps others? I'm glad so I don't know what else to say so this is all.
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