caraphernelia : A broken-heart disease whenever someone leaves you but leaves all their things behind.
"what's so good about picking up the pieces?"
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in which he left and she had to suffer through the memories.
[based on the fictional Hanahaki disease]
Joshua felt like he was going to die from the sheer stress of it all and he couldn't stop crying.
He wasn't crying out of sadness, but out of anxiety, fear, and physical pain. He was scared out of his mind and sometimes he felt dizzy from all of the thinking, heartaches, and throwing up.
Jeonghan wanted to be there for him, he wanted to listen to whatever was on Joshua's mind and comfort him. He wanted to hold him tight in an embrace and tell him everything was gonna be okay- and he was too ignorant to even know what was bothering him.