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If it hurts this much, then it must be love. ~ A Dan Howell story.

ByeByeSocialLife

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ByeByeSocialLife

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I didn't know what to think when I first saw Dan. He looked like the exact opposite of me; soft and kind, while I was rebellious and sassy. and I thought we'd never get along. Well, boy, was I wrong. After being forced into a History project with him, I got to know him a bit more and let's just say, I got to know the REAL Dan and learned not to focus on what reputation he had or what others said about him.All Rights Reserved

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Since we were 16 (Dan Howell x Reader) by TwentyOneScotts

High school was miserable. If I thought getting picked on was bad... I should have seen my future. My fathers company was moved so we went all the way from America to the UK. I met friends. Espiacally Dan Howell. I thought my life was getting better until my dad killed himself and my mother became abusive. I needed a hero to save me. And that was Dan Howell... who I fell in love with.

You Like Me Too Much Howell a DanxReader (Watty's 2017) by brokebitchxo

DISCLAIMER : i wrote this when i was like 12 lol and dan's gay so be gentle lol You spent your whole life trying to avoid Dan Howell. He was not only your bully and your brother's friend, he was your next door neighbor. You spent your life listening to him taunting you everywhere you went. Now that your a senior, you weren't putting up with any of his shit. This was your year and nothing or nobody will change that, hopefully.

The Only One (Phan) [COMPLETE] by underscorekacie

"Phil Lester is the literal sunshine of my life. If I didn't have him in my life, I may have been dead by now. Every day still sucks, but whenever I'm with Phil, my heart remembers that life is worth living. The only reason my life is worth living is to be next to Phil. To see him smile, to hear him laugh, to listen to his voice, to watch him move...everything. Everything that he does brings the much-needed light into my life." Dan Howell has many struggles within himself, despite his successful YouTube career. The only one who truly helps him is his best mate, Phil Lester. Dan has been madly in love with Phil since the first day they met. However, Dan knows that it is inevitable that Phil will never return the feeling because he is only interested in women. As Dan attempts to battle his own demons, Phil seems to be quite happy and even ends up dating a beautiful girl. Unfortunately, this makes Dan's mental state even worse. What will happen to Dan? Will he ever confess his strong feelings for his best friend? Will he ever overcome the ongoing war in his head?

You I and Time by thatjankgirl

{Dan was a misunderstood teenager. Everyone thought he was rude, but he was just shy. The only thing is nobody gave him a chance. Until Phil Lester walked into his life and light up his eternal night.}

Shooting Stars ✹ Phan by klutzyvegetarian7

In the perspective of Phil Lester (1-10) In the perspective of Dan Howell (11-20) ✹ You wouldn't think someone with such deep and sweet brown eyes would turn out to be so violent to love. I didn't believe it when he first smiled at me, but my perception of him changed the moment he started removing my belt. ✹ EXTREME MATURE CONTENT ✹ MATURE AUDIENCES ONLY ✹ If you are triggered by or sensitive to any of the following things, read with caution... -self harm -suicide attempts -domestic violence -rape -alcoholism -masochism (sexual desire with submission to cruelty or violence)

The Beauty in the Beast (Phan) by woe-is-Muke

Phil Lester is nothing more than a bad boy. A hooligan. Nasty, rude, a bully, you name it, he's been labeled as it. With no friends and a bad reputation, how can anybody like him have a heart? Or is that what he wants everyone to think? Dan Howell sees the good in every one. He believes that people change people and chooses kindness. He always says please and thank you, makes sure people know they are loved, and takes care of the small children in the child development class. Everybody but one boy loves him, or that's what he thought.

Break Me (Phan) by MySecretsX

COMPLETE *** In this world, you're marked with black. That's if you have a soulmate, at least. Everyone is destined to cross paths with the one who is meant for them, at least once in their lives. When you and your soulmate meet, you will touch, if only briefly, and the exact area of skin you touch with the other turns from black to white, with streaks of blue, purple, yellow, all marbled in with each other. Daniel Howell is well known in town. People cross the street if they're approaching him and newcomers to the neighborhood are warned about his presence. Exactly like the Lester's were. But Phil Lester has other ideas, he saw the pain within the boy, how bad can he really be? (A story about abuse, self-destruction, but ultimately, love. Please read safe.)

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If I Knew Then (Phan) by ToriDreamsOfTomorrow

**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each other better and discover things about themselves they never guessed.

Rude ~ Phan by 1z2c3b4d5r6j7v8q9l0b

Dan Howell just wants to be friends with the extremely sweet and attractive boy that he's been fangirling over for years. But what happens when Phil Lester, the sweet and attractive guy, isn't as sweet as he seems?

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Since we were 16 (Dan Howell x Reader)

High school was miserable. If I thought getting picked on was bad... I should have seen my future. My fathers company was moved so we went all the way from America to the UK. I met friends. Espiacally Dan Howell. I thought my life was getting better until my dad killed himself and my mother became abusive. I needed a hero to save me. And that was Dan Howell... who I fell in love with.