If it hurts this much, then it must be love. ~ A Dan Howell story. - HELLO FRONDS - Wattpad

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If it hurts this much, then it must be love. ~ A Dan Howell story.

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ByeByeSocialLife

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I didn't know what to think when I first saw Dan. He looked like the exact opposite of me; soft and kind, while I was rebellious and sassy. and I thought we'd never get along. Well, boy, was I wrong. After being forced into a History project with him, I got to know him a bit more and let's just say, I got to know the REAL Dan and learned not to focus on what reputation he had or what others said about him.All Rights Reserved

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