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Dear Diary..

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Dear Diary...

This is my diary. 
There are no cliches in this story. my mother is not on crack, my father is not in jail and my brothers do not sell hard class A drugs...
I am not a whore, I am not ridiculously pretty and have boys flocking beside me,and lastly, I DO NOT get abused. 
I am a black girl, in a black and white world...
I do not ' talk black' if that's how you want to call it, I talk educated..

If you still are interested, Here's my diary..

(Authors Note)
As Chapters progress, viewers discretion is advised as some profanity is used in the text and relationships of upsetting nature.All Rights Reserved

diary fiction forbidden love non-teen teenager teengaer

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Sunday 7th February
Wed, Feb 19, 2014

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Sunday 7th February
Wed, Feb 19, 2014

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