March 10th
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Months ago I'd never see myself in this position...
I don't even know anymore about what to do, I feel like this is the way to get it out.
To get over this feeling.
To get over the past.
This is the story of my first romantic experience. That's still ongoing in my mind but really it stopped. There's no going back no matter how much I think about how to, the reality is it's over.
If this person happens to see this I don't know what I'd do but as well as the others I hope you enjoy the story.
(I'm gonna write and update this story as much as I can in my spare time. School is starting up again and I'm not entirely sure when I'll have that time. )
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