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My name is (Y/N) (L/N), I am 18 and my life consist of constant abuse. I haven't been to school since elementary and my mom home schooled me. For any small break I had I was abuse by my dad. My mom died at the age of 54, she died of blood loss. My dad murdered her because she was protecting me from him along with my sister. 
Now I have to go to school... With cuts and bruises. I have no clothes expect my (F/C) hoodie, my black mask, my black jeans that are ripped by my Dad and my (F/C) tee. All my other belongings and clothes were burned by my him. I hope my school is better then this hell hole I have to call home because school is the only place I can escape my father. 
The only rule for me is I can't make friends or my father will kill them like he did my mother and sister.

No friends, No talking

*DONT OWN NONE OF THE CHARACTERS!*

A/N :3

I hope you really enjoy this book!
I'm really excited for this and I have tons
of ideas! I'm am starting this book as soon
as school starts so I might add stuff in 
about how my school day goes on 
the first day too but idk yet it depends on
if it fits with the book BUT ANYWAYS!
Pls make sure you give this book a 
vote bc it helps ALOT and I hope you
enjoy!




Book Started - October 2, 2016

Completed - June 20, 2017

Heavy editing - Under Constructing 

Sequel - Posted On June 20, 2017 (deleted June 29, 2018)All Rights Reserved

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