Let me be your blade...

*This story does contain trigger warnings...and maybe a bit of smut*

I had two accounts....one that everyone knew about and a private one where I could talk with fans. My private account was my favorite....there was this wonderful girl who I talked to everyday. of course she had no idea it was me but she would talk about things I posted on my big account and about how i looked that day. she thought I was just another girl who liked a different guy then her. but she was so sweet and the way she talked about me was everything...I could tell she really cared about me and I grew to care about her as well.

One day things got a bit more personal than expected and she told me about something she had done just the previous night....I was so upset about her not coming to me and I debated telling her the truth about who I was so I could truly be there for her.....but If I told her who I was then Management would suspend my accounts and I wouldnt be able to talk to her anymore...

what am I going to do???