Philophobia
- Reads 18
- Votes 0
- Parts 2
Ongoing
Last published Sun, Sep 25, 2016
I don't really know why am I pushing everyone away from me, even my family.
I know there's something wrong.
Am I too selfish to let someone enter my world?
Am I too afraid to take risk and give it a shot?
Am I?
I just want to be alone and do everything by myself.
Everyone thinks I'm strong but the truth is I'm scared.
I'm scared as hell.
I'm afraid to fall.
How can someone love me if I can't love myself?
How can I fix myself if I ended up ruining someone's life?
How?
I hate myself.
I hate myself for having a PHILOPHOBIA.
All Rights Reserved
#99
pastandpresent
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Remember Me This Way ( way back )
Trying to accept the fact but it hurts so much.. His attitude ? are not the same before but Im trying my self to be a good one.. I dont need an explanation . Only me can help my self .. Only me ! So at this point ., I want you to remember me any time wer' go .. Hope it will be , but it's impossible to try..Complete
Tired of love (Tired Series#1) (Editing)
"Life is not always light and happy. Sometimes, it's full of pain, tears, and defeats." I had a family full of joy parents and grandparents who gave love and guidance. A life without fear and full of hope. But one day, all of that disappeared. I was left alone when my grandparents passed away, and my parents abandoned me it's like everyone and everything I held dear was suddenly ripped away from me. It's hard to be alone, to be the only one who can strengthen yourself. I work hard, trying to hold on to my dreams, striving to finish my education. But I never expected that my path would cross with Ancel's again the person I had long avoided. The one who caused the wounds in my heart, which even now, I don't know how to heal. Sometimes, I wonder why did he come back? But every time we meet, I can't help but ask myself why was I left behind in all of this? Full of questions, and I don't know if there are any answers left. Date started: September 08, 2020 Date finished: July 31, 2021Complete
Kiss Me, Hate Me, Love Me
"I don't like you for him. I will never like you for him. You know why? 'Cause I like you.. for me. For me alone, and not for anyone else. Get that?" - Dominique Salvatore Started: January 24, 2025 Finished: March 2, 2025Complete![Doctor Who? [BOOK 1] COMPLETED](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/35065250-256-k286128.jpg)
Doctor Who? [BOOK 1] COMPLETED
Patience, they say... Good things come to those who wait, they say... To say that one waits a lifetime for their soulmate to come around is a paradox. We eventually get sick of waiting. And what I did? I took a chance on someone and by the art of commitment become soulmates... Which takes a lifetime to perfect... And I never regret a single thing about it.Complete
If Only (Rainbow Series #1)
Rainbow Series #1 This story is all about acceptance. Accepting that there are things we can't control... one of that is falling in love with the same gender :) --- For two people, the world keeps tearing apart. Is the love they have enough to fight? Is it enough for all the sacrifices, all the pain, all the tears? If only things are different, if gender will never be the basis of love, and if the world will not revolve around discrimination. Only then, true happiness may be attained. Bea couldn't helped thinking what if she's a boy? She swears she'll be a better man. What if she could want what her heart is telling her? What if she's free to love anyone? What if it's not considered a sin to love someone the same gender as she is? But these are just series of what ifs that are all wishful thinking. Siya si Beatriz Carilaisle Sandoval, babae, at nagmamahal ng babae.Complete
Whispers Under the Moonlight
Because what's worse than knowing you want something, besides knowing you can never have it?
FROM FRIENDS TO LOVERS (AND BEYOND)
There are moments in life so small, so ordinary, that you barely notice when everything changes. A glance held a little too long. A laugh that feels different in your chest. A touch that lingers. She became my best friend, my constant. Late-night calls, endless adventures, secrets whispered into the dark. It was always easy with her, natural. Safe. But somewhere between laughter and promises, something shifted. I didn't know it at first-not really. I just knew that when she smiled, it felt like the sun had chosen me. That when she cried, it hurt more than my own heartbreaks. That when she was near, the world made a little more sense. This is the story of how we found each other-not as we were, but as we were meant to be. From friends, to lovers, and somewhere even deeper than that. Because sometimes, the greatest love stories start with a simple truth: it was always you.
CROOK THE STRAIGHT 1 (Completed-Unedited) (Lesbian Stories)
Does love happen between two lovers with opposite sexes only? What about between two lovers with the same sex? Aren't they bound to be together always? Why is it that man can't love man same as a woman can't love a woman? Why do people often think that it is repulsive to love someone with the same as yours? Am I going to doubt them saying, "Love conquers all?" Or should I just sit down and watch how it goes? How can I tell her I love her if her heart only beats for guys? How can I convince myself that she doesn't care at all? How can someone be unreasonable enough to reject someone like her? How can I make her fall in love with me? How? I don't know how.Complete
My Girl is a Witch
[Description Edited] Are you willing to leave everything? Even if it can ruin everything. Your life. Yourself. Your heart? Are you willing to take the risk? For the sake of your everything. For yourself For your heart. [No Soft Copies]Complete
I'm depressed
I'm depressed I don't know why it just happen is it longing for love or i hated myself for being like this.Complete
Trying to accept the fact but it hurts so much.. His attitude ? are not the same before but Im trying my self to be a good one.. I dont need an explanation . Only me can help my self .. Only me ! So at this point ., I want you to remember me any time wer' go .. Hope it will be , but it's impossible to try..
More detailsContent Guidelines