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I Don't Deserve Your Love

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When Cassie is left an orphan after a car crash, she develops Amaxophobia, a fear of riding in cars. She then moves with her Aunt to Coromandal. Here she meets Ryan Turner, little does she know her life is about to change for ever. But as she learns to love will history repeat itself and will her world come crashing down again.

This isn't just your average Romance story, it gets a little messed up along the way.        
Please feel free to give me requests for a different title. This one seems sort of sucky. :/
Also please comment. I really want to know what u think.All Rights Reserved

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Jesse's Girl (COMPLETE)

They had both been dealt enough tragedy in their short teenaged lives, more than anyone should ever have to endure. Will two self destructive teens coming together do more harm than good? ~ I don't know what came over me. The poor guy just asked if he could help and I went all 'crazy psycho bitch' on his ass. I couldn't breath. I needed water. I needed air. Fuck why was is it so hot in here. Was it the fact that the moment his hand left my skin I felt an unbearable need to feel his touch again or was it hearing him ask if I needed help that made me feel helpless and broken once again. I didn't know what it was but I felt like I was suffocating, like the jersey I was wearing was strangling every ounce of oxygen from body. ~ * This story had been reviewed recently. There are now added scenes and further edits - 2024 *