This is about a girl that has struggled with grades and bullies and abuse everywhere her whole life. Her parents died when she was five and that is when all of this started. Her name is Alexandria but Alex for short. She had only one person there for her since her parents died and her name is Sam. But what happens when Sam can't be there anymore? Does somebody else make her happy and stand by her? Or does she suffer and NEVER find happiness? Read to find out what happens. If you can't handle books about suicide, self harming, and so on DON'T READ!