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Because I Lived [COMPLETED]

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"Ever...

Ever since...

Ever since you...

Ever

Since
 
You

Died.
 
I
Can
Hardly 
Breathe.

It's a problem, isn't it? The same problem you suffer from, ultimately the very thing that got you in the end, was a lack of breath. Perhaps death is contagious? Perhaps since I was with you when it happened, it has passed to me? But with slower symptoms, of course. My heart has not yet stopped beating."All Rights Reserved

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Til The Sun Comes UP by MinahAmor

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Overseas (✓) by Cath_Ashley

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Detachable by DinaParks

Losing someone or something is not a choice or something it's predicted. It just happens. You cannot know when it will happen. The worst part of it all is that you can't get it back. Once it's gone, there is no turning back. You truly see how much love and appreciation it deserved, but cause you were so live careless you never gave the tendance it should have gotten. You think to yourself over and over again, where did you go wrong? If you did just one thing differently would everything change? Would the end change? Sadly it won't cause the truth is, the end will come. It doesn't matter if it is sooner or later, but it will come and nothing else will mater. There isn't a happy or sad ending, there just an end. The cruel faith will eventually come and take everything from you, in a blink of an eye. So just live.

His old self by iamcrazy94

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