"He can't know. He'll hate me" Dean Thomas and Seamus Finnigan have been inseparable since first year. But Seamus has a secret. One that might destroy their friendship forever. It's best if he just keeps it to himself. Right? This was originally supposed to be the first in a collection of Deamus oneshots, but it turned out to be three chapters long. This is NOT a romance fic, and the Deamus relationship is purely platonic. Respectful and constructive feedback is appreciated. I will still be making a oneshot/short story book, this just won't be a part of it. Enjoy!