Incoherent Late-Night Thoughts
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I thought I would write this as a method of getting myself to finally start writing on paper/digitally.
Now why would you want to read the thoughts of a sixteen year old girl? I know lots of reasons sure, but that's not the point. Let's look past age and experience and simply process what is said.
These thoughts can be anything I ramble to myself at night, they can be things of realization I had, or even prompts to take about a pressing problem and my opinion. Maybe a rant or two. Who knows, maybe even something inspirational.
But while I don't know how these words will effect you and I know these words will mean nothing special to many of you, I hope someone out there will understand these words like I do, and relish in everything they have to bring.
But regardless of your intents and your opinions
I wish you a good read
- Madison
PS. Don't be afraid to comment your opinions and your thoughts on the matter at hand, rant yourself if you like
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