A tiny Black Soul

This is a letter for my boyfriend in croatia. I wrote it in english - and i actually have no idea why i did. So please sorry for my grammar faults and other stupid mistakes. But honestly, i didnt put even much effort onto it #lol
As i said, it is not a story, its about my relationship. I just had to write i down, bcuz i have no one i could talk and trust as i my bf do, but he is not here.
I hope u can see it and smile, when u read it. :)