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Last published Sun, Sep 15, 2013
Dear Julie,
I should start with the obvious disclaimer- If you've found this lying around somewhere really inconvienient (which I am pretty certain will happen at somepoint), its because I got smashed, wrote in it and then left it there. So actually if you are reading this, I'm somewhere nursing a massive hangover and I've lost this thing forever and I'm probably not upset about it at all. Really. I hate this thing already.
That being said, do with this what you will. But if you have read this far then you're probably nosey as fuck so you should just go ahead and finish what you've started here. It's a pretty interesting read, and it will most likely make you feel better about yourself. Take it. Care for it. Dont be a quitter. If you read this to the end and it comes out as the "introspective" load of shit its supposed to be you might learn something about me. Or yourself. Or, if you're exceptionally stupid, you might not learn anything at all and pass this off in your head as yet another wordy letter written by an emotionally unstable teenager.
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