"Tell me!" He yelled from across the room.
I couldn't, I'm not. If I tell him what happened that night he'll know my secret and that's something that I've tried to bury in the past. Things would never be the same if it resurfaced.
So instead of telling him, I surprisingly say calmly, "No."
He takes three swift steps to be in front of me, a little bit too close. His eyes meet mine and I see the frustration, the determination, and the concern? I can't breath, not with him this near me.
"Dammit Emma, I will find out," he speaks so low I almost can't hear him, "I am going to find out, even if it kills me."
He starts to walk away and I can't stop myself from blurting out, "Why? Why do y-you care about this so much?"
My voice stops him in his tracks and with out turning around he shouts, "I don't fucking know!" He punches the wall next to the door before storming out of his own room leaving me and the wall with a big hole inside. And for the first time in years I break down.
***
It's been four years since the incident happened to Emma, she's fine now. She really is. She's in college now, is soon to graduate and life couldn't be better. She parties, drinks and goes out with her friends.
That's how she meets Derrick, the hot drummer from The Damned.
He's tall, wears dark clothes that match his dark hair and his hazel eyes. But he's also a big time player.
But that doesn't bother Emma, she doesn't do relationships, and neither does he.
What bothers her, is how he wants to know about her life. How they start being friends without having to hook up. How he doesn't take no for an answer.
But Emma's nightmares are getting worse and he's the first to notice. Now he really won't leave her alone. Great.
" what's wrong," he asked, fucking tears, now I have to answer him " nothing I'm fine," I said he scoffed " I didn't ask are you okay but obviously your not fine," he said I roll my eyes at him why can't he leave me alone
" I'm not in the mood to talk Alex," I said drinking "you're never in the mood to talk to me," he said inhaling the smoke of his cigarette
Alexander and Elliot they are alike but at the same time different one is deadly when you get close other one crazy when look deep into his soul
Everyone are scared of Alexander and tries to stay away from him still girls and boys throw themselves at him but he has his eyes on Elliot
Elliot is hurt but still smiles and laughs with his friend everyone in school fear him every girl wants him he hates gays but when Alexander stares at him he feels something and that scares him because he never thought he would these things towards a man
So what happens when Elliot is not just attracted to Alexander but something more and Alexander notices that it's not lust he has for Elliot
will Alexander and Elliot both heal each other and maybe love? What will happen in Elliot's life when Alexander enters?
I know its sounds a cliché Highschool story but I promise it's not , I love BoyxBoy books to read and I thought I should write one, this book has a mature scene and little violent.
For those who don't like bxb books it's okay you can read my other books and those who like bxb books read it it's going to be awesome
Start: 4/12/2019
End:12/3/2020