Who really Jhay Em is?

"Who knows what I feel behind" That is what Jhay-em always ask to himself. Jhay-em was just nothing, invisible, and it seems who cares to everyone. How could he make it changed? Shall he could only live in the world like that for a long time?

But no one knows that he was very Ambitious. Maybe this is the only thing he would just called gifted about himself.

There are a certain people that he can called friends. But, they just make him friends due to all good things that jhay-em talk about himself that unfortunately wrong. He always talk false information every time his friends asking his background.
Jhay-em was afraid to lose them just because of who really he is compare to them.

Who really Jhay-Em is?