Colorful Mindset
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Last published Fri, Oct 14, 2016
I always felt different from the others.
Being into music nobody else listened to, having a special opinion in everyday situations or have no opinion at all, somehow I always felt somehow "extraordinary".
Even my parents and my overattached siblings noticed, but would never understand. Nobody would ever understand. At least that's what I thought until highschool.
There was this one girl. I do not want to tell a basic "special connection between us" story kind of thing, but I felt from the first second on that she wasn't like everybody else.
My appearance was just an average guy who drank too much to keep his worries in tact, but deep inside I felt more complex than anybody would think of.
So follow me on an adventure full of mixed feelings, relating situations in the time of growing up and, foremost, take a peak into my Colorful Mindset.
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