Stuttering ~Liam Payne Fanfiction~
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he was in pain , no one there to take it away
he lost everything
he pretended he was okay
he pretended to be someone that he is not
even though he knows he has nothing and no one
just his guns and memories
memories that will never fade
-murders , abuse , curses , death-
he suffered , suffered from
what he got himself into
the anger that he can't control
the guilt that won't go away
the unbearable pain that will never heal
the scars that left to remind him of everything
but he will heal , he will
by a girl
a girl that he thought was a club girl but will find out she's innocent
far away from a slut or let's just say a club girl
she is a hard worker
but then he knew something
she was too good for him
but he can't , he couldn't
stay away from her
but
she won't just heal his heart
she will heal his past , mind and stutter but most importantly
bring the light to his life after it disappeared
but will she disappear
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