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It was always there

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Ignorance is bliss. I've heard that phrase continually throughout my life and always thought the exact opposite. I wanted to know as much as I could. When you know what you're dealing with it makes fighting your battles much easier than declaring war on an unknown enemy. What I wasn't prepared for was the burden knowledge comes with. 

It was easier not knowing, but how can you deny something and its absolute being when it's a part of you, growing inside you, blossoming and fruiting drilling roots so deep into your soul it's now who you are? You can't and it makes its existence prominent in every aspect of your life changing everything around you. 

What is it? It is a powerful thing, and at such a young and tender age did I never think I would find it and that too already there in my life. It is love. Daunting isn't it? To love, not knowing what will come of the most feared and most glorified four-letter word known to humankind.All Rights Reserved

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Can't Buy Me Love by srscrapper

"Breathing. Something I've always known how to do, yet sometimes it seems impossible. I sat in the passenger seat of a red convertible Mustang. The car belonged to my... would you call him my owner? I sat with my knees pulled up to my chest, I put my hand on the window of the car, wiping away some of the fog. My father and the guy who had just bought me, shook hands, finalizing the arrangement, as they stood on our front porch... or could you even call it that? The rain came down making it hard to see. Yes, breathing. Everyone knows how to do it, but it's normal for someone to forget how to, right? Right now, I felt as if my lungs had been ripped from my chest... or was that just my heart? My buyer ran from the porch, covering his head with his jacket. He stepped into his Mustang, and pulled it into reverse. Then with a simple movement, he turned the vehicle around and headed down the drive. I watched as my whole world slipped away." -Can't Buy Me Love *************************************** They were best friends, he was rich, she lived in a trailer. He moved away when she was 13 and then he moves back when she's 17. All her dad ever cared about was money, so for most of her life her dad had told her he was gonna sell her to a rich man, as soon as she was 18. But she wants nothing more than to be with her childhood love. Will he save her from her fate or will she get sold off to some loaded obnoxious stranger? She has secrets, he has secrets, a shadow lurks in the darkness watching her... can love even grow from that? ****** *Some mature content: Abuse and mature language*

FALL IN LOVE ✔️[ COMPLETED ] by Soumili25

( Not Edited ) (MY 1st FF 😊😊) ( Not Edited ) My first ever book that's why I won't remove, I was just 14 to 15 years old when I wrote it, so it is close to my heart although it was not something best, but it was teached me a lot. Fall in Love LET'S START!! This story is about Siddharth is a handsome and carefree lad in his college . He takes everything in a playfull manner and doesn't believe in love and serious relationships . Siddharth sister Anushka was in love with Avneet's brother Riyaz. What do u all thing Avneet can change Siddharth ?? Next I will give you all the list of all cast in the story with their details ..... Cover and banner credits go to ME 😁 ❤️♥️ I wrote this book on 2019 I was 15 + then, so ignore the mistake and I know it's cringe, because I feel in few places, but then it's my first book so it has a huge place in my heart. Impressive ranks :- ❤️😉 36 in #destiny 91 in #collegestories 79 in #avneetkaur 29 in #fallinlove 24 in #collegelove 160 in #sidneet

Evolution by andshesmiles

There are a lot of things you don't really think about until they happen to you. Take rape, for instance. I always thought, "That won't happen to me. I have a boyfriend. I trust him. He would never take advantage of me like that..." I couldn't have been more wrong. Love in this day and age is often confused for manipulation and abuse. The warning signs are here. The things we say will tell us everything that is wrong. You are worth more than what you think you are. It's not your fault. If they tell you otherwise, get out. Burn the bridge. Always remember someone is waiting for you to walk into their life. Someone needs you. Someone loves you. Getting away from all of the wrong people and finding the right ones could save you. I can promise you right now that it saved me. These are the journal entries and selected poems from my first experience of love that left a unpleasant taste in my mouth- quite literally. I am putting this out for the whole world to see because I hope everyone will learn from my experience. People can see. We have no excuses to continue living our lives in ignorance. ...WARNING... HARMFUL THEMES INCLUDING MENTION OF SUICIDE, SELF HARM, AND RAPE. THIS HAS EXPLICIT CONTENT. RECOVERY AND AWARENESS IS THE PURPOSE OF SHARING. DO NOT READ IF THESE THEMES ARE OFFENSIVE OR HARMFUL TO YOU.

I'd Live For You, If Only I Could (Completed) by Pentaholicfruitler

*Mitch POV* I knew something was wrong when I couldn't breathe. It was in the middle of our social studies lesson for the day, and I tried to take a breath. All that happened was worse suffocation. Being twelve, I didn't handle it well. I opened my mouth to try to speak, but all that came out was an odd sounding croak. My teacher hushed me. But someone sitting next to me looked at me and noticed how pale I looked, or noticed that tears were welling in my eyes and I was drooping. I wrapped my hands around my throat seconds before I blacked out. That was only the first instance. In the time that I was unconscious, my lungs filled with fluid and I almost died. I was out for nearly two days, and my parents really thought that I would die. I vaguely remember hearing my mom crying while I couldn't open my eyes, and my dad telling her that maybe it was just my time and they had to let me go. But then I woke up, and the fluid had been drained from my lungs. I spent a while more in the hospital, and in that time, my parents found out that I had cancer. It had been determined that I probably wouldn't live much longer, maybe three months at the most. The conversation was happening outside my room, where I was supposed to be asleep, but I still heard the whole thing. What I remember most is my mom's sobs.

P.S. I HATE YOU by Sunshiny_67

"Why?" I asked. He didn't answer me, his eyes were calm and cold. "You cannot just take anybody's life!" I yelled at him. He took a step towards me, putting his hands in the pockets of his slacks. "I can." He snapped. "But why? It's not like you care for me, is it? Is it because he was harassing me?" I asked, desperately waiting for his answer. "I don't give two fucks about you. I am tolerating you just because you're useful to me, once I am done with you. You're over!" He seethed calmly. I got close to him and grabbed his collar, pulling his face down to my level, "Then why did you killed him?" I whispered near his nasty face. "Because now you belong to me, and no one can touch what's MINE." He whispered dangerously near my lips, his gaze piercing through my wet eyes. His gaze shifted to my lips which were inches apart from him. Our bodies were almost touching, an unknown burning sensation building between us. __________________ Sidharth Shukla, the richest billionaire of America, who owned multi national companies, universities, restaurants and bars. For the world, he is a gentleman, and a loving son to his family. But it's not always what it looks like, is it? Same way Sidharth Shukla has secrets. Dark secrets which were hidden from the world. Shehnaaz Kaur Gill, is not your ordinary sweet and kind girl. She is badass with a heart of gold. She knows how to deal with people who try to mess with her. Chaotic and messy, gets in trouble because of the choice of words she choose. She will roast you, before you will realise what she meant. Two people who can't stand each other, who can kill each other if given a chance, are forced to get married. He hates her for who she is, and she hates him because he ruined her dreams by marrying her. There will be wild attraction between their bodies, as well as pure hatred in their hearts. Contains mature content.

Serendipity by Mammy2630

A completely different story,life is full of thorns but with those thorns some roses also come along.....Serendipity means finding something good without looking for it A story of two person who are broken in their own way,the feeling one feels when having everyone in your life but still having none,the loneliness of having none when you need them the most....the loss you suffer when someone you love just leave you and goes away from you but still you try to cope and look forward to positivity ,how you still try and hope to find that one person who could heal you **************************** Shehnaaz gill 27 years old,a social media influencer.....sweet,chirpy girl but behind this chirpiness hides her pain and loneliness she feels....having everyone around her but still having none.....she lives her life according to her own rules Sidharth Shukla 38 years old,a businessman and a single father ,his wife left him.....he is still in grief and not able to understand why she did this,he is broken from within....because of being himself indulged in his own problems,he is not able to take care of his son.....he always make himself busy in work so that he couldn't remember her but in that process he is also forgetting his son,Sidhansh Sidhansh Shukla 10 years old ,cute ,handsome and mature boy....most of the time misses his dad and want to spend time with him but unfortunately couldn't.....he is more mature as compared to his age,has anger issues Three souls whose lifes are entangled with each other....who are just coping to live and finding someone who could heal them.....let's see how serendipity plays its role in their lives and changes their lives WARNING :mention of abuse and foul language ⚠️

MOJIBYON LIORA by Wridoc

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Alter-native by SupIAmMark

Everybody has secrets; me, you, them? everyone has their deepest secrets. Some of the doesn't even consider it as secrets, it is as clear as what you see but nobody cares until everyone really does care. But... why do they care? why do you all sudden care? Are you too curious about somebody's secret life because you yourself also has something to hide? Like what? Obsession? Addiction? Guilty Pleasure? Everything is getting judged and by that everything comes out eventually so why be curious about somebody else's? People in the world struggles a lot for what they want, what they like and what they need and that is how their life is, nobody can be blamed if there are people against but why would we spend time knowing more about what you already know? Is it more than judgement? Is it something more than curious or it is really because you are interested? Its either those 3, maybe those are the stages and you are slowly turning obsessed. Mind you, everything you see in school are the faces you see only in school. Everything! But there is more that lies behind the mask and if you want to know too much, its maybe cause you care even if you deny it or not. You are not widely awake in the reality unlike everybody and the world is too fake to fake yourself as the realest and the cleanest. The whole class struggles and makes it in school by having a backup or alternative plan to survive and some of them has the saddest and the riskiest ones so what do you know? what do you want to know? why would you want to know? He is pretty obvious that he is not okay but that is his life but how about you? Are you real or you have an alternate side of you that does things that you do not do in the outside? Nobody has a one side of them, everybody has their other side for their own sake so never come clean, you are already covered in mud ready to jump in. So, would you jump in to Sam, Jameson? Do you wanna know if life? Ready to accept his alternative life? Welcome to Alter-native!

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Can't Buy Me Love

"Breathing. Something I've always known how to do, yet sometimes it seems impossible. I sat in the passenger seat of a red convertible Mustang. The car belonged to my... would you call him my owner? I sat with my knees pulled up to my chest, I put my hand on the window of the car, wiping away some of the fog. My father and the guy who had just bought me, shook hands, finalizing the arrangement, as they stood on our front porch... or could you even call it that? The rain came down making it hard to see. Yes, breathing. Everyone knows how to do it, but it's normal for someone to forget how to, right? Right now, I felt as if my lungs had been ripped from my chest... or was that just my heart? My buyer ran from the porch, covering his head with his jacket. He stepped into his Mustang, and pulled it into reverse. Then with a simple movement, he turned the vehicle around and headed down the drive. I watched as my whole world slipped away." -Can't Buy Me Love ********************************* They were best friends, he was rich, she lived in a trailer. He moved away when she was 13 and then he moves back when she's 17. All her dad ever cared about was money, so for most of her life her dad had told her he was gonna sell her to a rich man, as soon as she was 18. But she wants nothing more than to be with her childhood love. Will he save her from her fate or will she get sold off to some loaded obnoxious stranger? She has secrets, he has secrets, a shadow lurks in the darkness watching her... can love even grow from that? Some mature content: Abuse and mature language