Sitting here writing in my journal I never thought I'd be at this point in my life so early. At 17 years old I'm completely confused about every aspect of my life. I thought him coming back would bring clarity and happiness but if anything it just brought more drama, more confusion and pain. I'm sorry if I'm confusing you guys, it's just so much going on I don't even know where to begin. Well I guess I can start with introducing myself, I'm Amarii Nicole Holder and I don't really know what I can tell you about myself for real except that my life is extremely difficult and confusing right now but then again it seems like it's been that way since I met him. Him, him being Que, my first love hell my first everything, he's the main cause of almost every problem that sprouts in my life. Well that's a little drastic not every problem but a lot of them, but even with all of that I love him. Copyright All rights Reserved®™
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